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Broadcasting my frequency

I have been thinking about my loneliness for a while. Writing daily reflection entries but not really telling anyone about it. I tried to relate it to some people, but it didn’t work out the way I expected. It’s not really people’s fault. That’s expected. But at the same time, it’s incredibly hard to find a voice that fits the tone.

So I decided to start broadcasting my frequency. Writing my life here, not just tech.

It serves two purposes. I could articulate my thoughts and feelings. And at the same time, hopefully someone could find it and resonate with it.

It’s not like I couldn’t be like, a normal person. But I tried a lot and, that only left me with dissatisfaction. You could laugh, joke, tell random stories with people, but at the same time, it feels so empty. It’s not inherently bad, it’s just the default way people communicate. Probably me, the guy who doesn’t really fit into the world I guess. A bit of a curse to loneliness. At least we will keep walking forward.